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NEW JOURNAL PEOPLE.
FRIENDS ONLY SO CMMNT AND I'LL ADD YOU BACK.
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cool_isdead if you'd like.
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Sunday on the 31st ♥] |
it's great when you feel like a fucking outsider. jesus christ. i can't take this. i really deserve better..
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Saturday on the 30th ♥] |
today me and nicholas went to round lake. i will be posting pictures soon. tonight i'm babysitting mrs. briggs children. joymoneyjoyjoy
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Friday on the 29th ♥] |
People say that what we're all seeking is a meaning for life. I don't think that's what we're really seeking. I think that what we're seeking is an experience of being alive, so that our life experiences on the purely physical plane will have resonances within our own innermost being and reality, so that we actually feel the rapture of being alive.
GASP. if only i could get that whole thing tattooed on my forehead.
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Thursday on the 28th ♥] |
Allie woke up 8AM, graduation day. got into a car & crashed along the way. When we arrived late to the wake, stole the urn while they looked away & drove to the beach cause I knew you'd want it that way. & you were standing on the hood of the car, singing out loud when the sun came up. & I know I wasn't right, but it felt so good.& your mother didn't mind like I thought she would. And that REM song was playing in my mind & three and a half minutes felt like a lifetime. & you move like water. i could drown in you. i fell so deep once, till you pulled me through. you would tell me, "no one is allowed to be so proud. they never reach out when they're giving up." & I know I wasn't right but it felt so good.& your mother didn't mind like I thought she would. & that REM song was playing in my mind. & three and a half minutes felt like a lifetime. are you sitting in the lights or combing your hair again? & talking in rhymes? are you sitting in the lights? when I got home, heard the phone, your parents had arrived & your dad set his jaw your mom just smiled and sighed. but they left soon & I went to my room, played that disc that you'd given me & I shut my eyes. swear I could hear the sea. when we were standing on the hood of your car, singing out loud when the sun came up. & I know I wasn't right but it felt so good. & your mother didn't mind like I thought she would. & that REM song was playing in my mind. & three and a half minutes, Three and a half minutes, Felt like a lifetime ..
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Wednesday on the 27th ♥] |
OMG I JSUT SAW THE PREVIEW FOR INVASION THE NEW TV SERIES WITH EVAN PETERS IN IT I LIKE I MIGHT THROW UP FROM EXCITEMENT. OMG OMGOGMOGOGOGMGOOMGGM. I'M PEEING MY PANTS. CNA'T BELIVE ITHISISIS HE HAS SHORT HAIRR?!??!#)_^*)( ABC !
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Wednesday on the 27th ♥] |
yeah.. i'ma fag.
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Tuesday on the 26th ♥] |
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so tattoo soon & here's what i'm ( thinking .. )
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